they all claim they care ...n i always tend to believe them...

i guess i just always try to pick dry sand out out of the sea 

but no matter how hard u try the sand is still gonna be wet..or comes up with a little bit a water..

i stay search n hoping ill find the one but i guess I'm looking in the wrong places...

its iight thoo<<<not<<<..

I'm coming to ma senses  n realizing non of these boys give a fuck..

they take advantage if their giving a reason to..but that's the end....

i say I'm grown..now imma start thinking and acting like i am

i dnt think i have a best friend.....hmmm...need one though..u know the type of friend u do everything with and tell everything to...dammm ..how do i know wen i have a best friend>>??....caz everytime i do or think i do da friendship fades..but oo well..imma juss wait

i dnt want another pretty face ..i dnt want just anyone to hold.. i dnt want my love to go to waste ..i want you and your beautiful soul...so ur the one i wonna take ...ur the one i wonna hold ..im not gonna let 1 min go to waste ...i want u and ur beautiful soul

You lose repect when you stop giving it.

respect is not sumn thats earned....respect is automatically  giving to everyone...but once u have it u gotta werk hard to keep it

Silences make the real conversations between friends. Not the saying but the never needing to say is what counts.

take me as i am..take da whole package>bipolarity..moodiness...attitude..ego.. etc..or leave it all alone !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

:/

I value the friend who for me finds time on his calendar, but I cherish the friend who for me does not consult his calendar.

but just how far am i willin to go to hold on to one if i think i found it?

find it..cherish it..hold it.. keep it!!

i juss need sumbody to love...smh is that too much to ask..its like i was ment to stay single

lessons are really hard to learn..

now a days u can't  trust no one not even those who u call your bff! the people u think u trust the most r always the first to hurt u..n all u can do is move on or deal with it

sum make u cry on the inside..

but u never have the courage to tell them ...

u swear u be telling them everything but 99.9% is kept on the inside ..so things never seem that bad in their eye...on the other hand your dying inside..reason being when u tell your problem to people 90% do not care n the other 10% are glad u have them..

we look at things differently

you can't change da way he look at thing ..all u can do is hope..n pray n guide him in da direction u think he is suppose to b

everyone makes mistakes..but dis was juss stupid..seriously!!..#truth i find this fun

INSPIRATION!

A true friend never gets in your way unless you happen to be going down.

MY MOMMY N ME

Dis is one woman matter fact the only woman i will love unconditionally ..we definitely have our ups and downs...our good n bad days...our happy moment....she is my best friend..my sis..my role model...but most importantly she is a mother to me.....<3 <3 <3 <3

havent been called baby in years...

so all the water is dried up, i cried no tears

scared to loose u i have no fears,

since the only one ther is me n my dears

relationship is stressin...

so rite now imma do me

u can do u ..

so if i do stress i aint gon be no we

i tend to now realize thing bout ma self dat i aint never kno

things that i aint never show

i keep it on da low low

so together we can grow

shit ther aint....no u

ther aint no we

to b honest..life feels better wen im juss doin me!!

The pain felt inside was left for me to face on my own,

Non shown, so to all it remain unknown.

Giving up was the taught running through ma head,

but instead, i woke up n face reality because i don't wonna be dead.

Pissed, frustrated, anger build up inside of me,

Stopping me from being who i wonna b me, so me myself can't be proud of me.

Something said, allot heard, nothing done

Voices of disappointment spread in my head,

all that was left to do was run 

But run where,

Since i was buried deep underneath ma fear

trying to shy my way out,

but instead only lies come out.

Stopping myself from telling the truth 

Not that anyone care

I mean if they did

at my worst times they would have been there.