Tuesday, December 24, 2013

Merry christmas and a happy new year.

     If 2014 is anything like 2013...then I rather not be alive.
     They say god give the hardest battle to his strongest solider..... .well I guess I am one of the strongest.
2013 has been one of the hardest of all time considering everything I have been through throughout my life. Even though I struggled there are a few moments worth remembering such as: finishing high school, going to prom, graduating, and attending Johnson and Wales university. On the other hand I've been able to smile to cover up my tears from the pain..physically, emotionally and mentally.  I had to become and adult in a matter of a few week *what do I know about that*. I spent my thanksgiving with my family but unlike a regular family who smiled and laugh around the table as they give thanks for their food, I had to look past the fact that there was no food and gave thanks for just having a family.
     Well since I am sitting here on this Christmas eve expressing how I feel I should just go on and say I will be spending my christmas alone *not looking for pitty, this just prove I am getting stronger*, and looking forward to spending my new years the same. Well  I am happy for whoever is getting gifts tomorrow..be thankful.  The greatest gift I can ask for is to be able to wake up on January 1st still breathing>>>> and hoping my family and I struggles are over and done with
     Well to conclude; I hope everyone have a merry Christmas and a happy New year.
May god be with you and your family.

Wednesday, December 11, 2013

MAKE IT WORK

when life gives me lemon i make apple juice then sit back and have others wonder how i did that shit.
Think outside the box sometimes!!