At one point in my life I was extremely happy. I thought I had everything I ever wanted. If you asked me then if I would trade that feeling for anything in the world I probably would've just laugh because I never thought it was possible. Now I'm living my present life looking back and trust and believe me If I knew what that happiness would turn into for the future I would've  prevented my self from having that temporary happiness because that's a few years of my life that I lost and can never get back. That moment could have brought me permanent happiness but I was blind sighted by the picture painted in my face that I forgot to look past and try to analyze the hidden message.

If you keep holding on to what's in your past there is no way you can expect a bright future. Let go of the darkness and enjoy the light.

Black is beautiful unless your Black

not everyone likes me- but not everyone matters

Don't let heart lesson harden your heart

you can learn so much from such little information, read body language

Never let the fair of striking out keep you from playing the game. 

People today mess up something good, by looking for something better just to end up with something worst.

Destiny is not a matter of chance; it's a matter of choice. It's not something to be waited for it's something to be achieved.

---CRIMINAL MINDS---

Cross your bridges when you come to them............ then burn them behind you.

When you learn how much you're worth............ you'll stop giving discounts.

Sometimes you have to learn how to NOT feel........... in order to survive.

I got me fucked up

I don't know what to feel
I don't know how to feel
at least not anymore
its like my brain has lost total control over me.
my heart took charge and now it fucking with me.

I smile, but i don't know what the smile is for if i not happy
is that even normal?
something/someone got me fucked...or maybe i just me fucked up
I mean, no one can make you happy but you right?
sure as hell don't feel like it.
Well i try, but seem like I'm just harming myself more.
i end up searching for happiness in places, places where i wont find it
when really i should be looking inside of me!