I don't know how to feel
at least not anymore
its like my brain has lost total control over me.
my heart took charge and now it fucking with me.
is that even normal?
something/someone got me fucked...or maybe i just me fucked up
I mean, no one can make you happy but you right?
sure as hell don't feel like it.
Well i try, but seem like I'm just harming myself more.
i end up searching for happiness in places, places where i wont find it
when really i should be looking inside of me!
