So i really think i need some help...physically mentally n emotionally..
i though i was bipolar or i was just going through the stage teenagers go through (that's what i though)
i feel like its time to stop thinking and get some serious help.
i mean... i know its normal to have a attitude every once in a while, but all the time..nah
i really feel bad when i do something wrong ..like i know I'm doing it but i cant control it and that's what people don't get.
i don't mean to do what i do but but i can't control it, and when i realize it and come to my senses i make it an effort to apologize ..but i don't always come to ma senses!
only if i had someone to talk to!!! (if u know what i mean).. uuugggh
what people don't understand is laughing and hyper is like the only way in which i feel like i'm calm and don't have a attitude with anyone but no one take me seriously because i laugh to much ..so i get frustrated .
i stress for the wrong reason and catch attitudes for the least important things.. then i ask myself why?????/??
i get people mad when this happen to me and there is nothing i can do about it...<<>>.this is not called being bipolar<< fyi
the question is what is wrong with me and who is willing to help me??
this shit annoy me ...so i could just imagine how everyone else around me feel :(
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