i wish this life was a game with a undo card

i wish ma like was at least close to perfect...smh...never ever i though this would happen to me.... normally i would sittin n wondering what its like to be in others shoe when ther in a bad situation now all i can do is sit here n wish i could juss wonder ..caz rite now i am wearin the shoe....n this shoe does not look nice on me..the only thing im happy for is that i have 4 people who i think understand me..but deep down i still feel im being judge by who i call my frenz..it juss make me wonna cry but i wont caz it would only make me feel worst...