A MOTHER'S LOVE

I'm the last but yet you treat me like I'm the first!...
I feel lonely....forgotten about...invisible...unimportant....
Is that the way a child should feel?
I dnt even know whats normal anymore...because rite now I'm starting to think ...this is!
Its like you cant make up your mind...you want me act like a grown up but when i try to you find it a problem===>can you choose?
You bring tears to my eyes at time...
I might not be as regular as you wanted me to be...but most of the time the things i do is to get your attention...and it seems i have to join a line or take number.
All i want is to feel loved again ...to feel like I'm not invisible or forgotten about ...I'm tired of being lonely...
Even if you don't do all that i want  you to do for me...
JUST HUG ME AND TELL ME YOU STILL LOVE ME!