Thursday, February 23, 2012

Before I Turn 17!!

Dear God
My birthday is exactly 8 days from now *1:10..2/23/2012 Thursday*
I was born on March 2nd 1995>>yes i am young
Throughout my 16 years on earth i am proud to say i never took crack even though most people think i do 
*I'm naturally crazy*
I never got in a fight for something ridiculous ..like over a boy..lol
Even though those were somethings i never did...i don't regret saying i made some really fucked up decisions..well not all of it was completely my fault..
I lost one of my closest friends Daja..not completely ma fault but no one wanna be the bigger person.i guess..
I separated my self from half the people in my life...and lots more..but everything happen for a reason.


Well enough of the past...before i turn 17 i wanna
... make shit right with those who i fucked up
...get my life together mentally physically and emotionally
...lastly i wanna make shit right with me
So when i wake up on march 2nd *which i hope i do* i am able to breath ..say thank you lord..n proceed with my day without thinking of things i could did to make my day better...or any regrets.. :)
                                                                                                                        
                                                                                                                                Sincerly Topaz

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