11/11/12

who says your not star potential ..who says your not presidential..who says you cant be in movie..listen to me
whos say you dont past the test ..who say you cant be the best...can you tell me who said that??

That moment when you feel like everyone is leaving you...but you dont know why
idk for some reason once you start doing something positive with your life...those who dont wanna see you suceed drift away or fuck with you <<<hoping you will follow
I refuse to let anyone fuck with my future because i am the one who is gonna have to live in it.

Breathing in positivity exhale the bullshit!

I remember when it was all of us...but now that things come down to the tip.. its everyman for them self
you can ither play the brave and carry the one you care about *only if they want to* ..  carry the one you think will be the best..or you can be selfish you can carry yourslef...just know ither way you will loose someone
~! but are you willing to loose the ones you love for the ones who are high up ther are loose everyone!~
 I made my decission...>>>but that for you to find out..if i left you for another crew or noone...just know what it is

A little longer

I am willing to try..but if ur not goin to..eventually im just not gonna give a fuck..
i blame myself for always giving up once i see shit start going wrong..i dont like heartache so i try to prevent it before it happen..but wat if i had tstuck it out for a little longer n shit turned out to be good...then wat ??
Well this time imma try to do just dat...but if it fuck up..i could say this time atleast it wasnt me!

Minnie who!!???

Yassss Gurl.
We all witnessed them say..give it up that aint ya life style
Now imma say fuck it up bitch it aint ya life style, its ya life...an suh!
M a bestfriend since 7th grade..cant wait to see ha..

8/22/2012

My motivation...is your hating.

never let the fear of not knowing what your future looks like hold you back from trying to make it happen.

8/17/2012

Night was kool...
i gotta say..its been a while.
but what change..and whats new..
i learned to take risk<< yea i did..it felt good..
you know at some point i gotta learn from my own mistakes..
not that i made a mistake yet..but i will soon...and im hoping that lesson is one i will learn from
p.S TODAY IS THE LAST DAY OF WORK :)

She came a long way!!

SMILE KEEP MY HEAD UP...AND TRY TO SURROUND MYSELF WITH POSITIVE  PEOPLE!!!...YEA IT ME and u not gonna bring me down

if love hurt then why'd you stay,...
if she don't care then what part did you play
if your heart was breaking...telll me why???..you put up with it and now your feeling can't die.
if u said you really love her..then you could move on..don't put up with it..caz all that bullshit is wrong
move on boy and don't cry..your doing it for you and her now wipe the tears from your eye

i reach my heart out...hoping you you would grab a hold..

instead i froze up..shup down...my body turned cold..

see the difference between me and her...is im out of breath can't breath.

.if i ever own ther'd be no reason to leave..

but my heart start bleed-ing from the inside...i sit and watch u with her...

my feeling hurt..

.i though u cared about me..but those were not you words

i though u'd never leave me..so u'r not the kind of guy i deserve

There are 3 sides to an argument, your side, my side, and the right side.

#fact

A  real man mess up your lip stick rather than your mascara !!

Q.O.T.D

Never let the fear of striking out keeps you from playing the game.

Definition of Sister/Brother

Now a days people mostly teenagers tend to miss use the words sister and brother...

I mean I'm not saying you cannot claim someone as your sibling but if you gonna call some one your brother or sister at-least treat them like one.

For some reason the times when i hear or see these words use is when someone is trying to get some attention!

And half the time its the fake people calling you that..better yet the fake one call u there sis or bro....Can't even finish the word...like com'on 

May 1,2012

And i'll keep in mind...no matter how many reason are given to me to be unhappy...there is always 1000* more for me to be happy.
Good morning..thank God i'm able to see another beautiful day that he has created for me..and everyone else..:)
raining but that don't mean i should take the smile off my face :)

4/29/2012

:)...happy day..atleast for me it is...i cherish days like this because it don't happen to often...
if you are able to put a smile on my face...it don't mean i like u..but if im able to think about you and the though of u make me happy...shit means alot to me..yea...no special person in my life...but hay imma smile any way...

30 DAYS

So i peeped ya status looking like you feeling happy that you single....

tryina act like you ain't hurting when its simple and clear

that boy you know you would rather be here.

Telling all ya boys that you left when ..

everybody know you lying

but i see it in your pictures that you crying inside

you know that she not even half the girl i am

Caz there's been better days..better night since i last kissed you

better day better nights and i don't miss you

almost forgot about it

your hurting i don't doubt it

i see that your not bragging....so tell me i'm just asking

How you doing without me?..caz i'm better without you!...how you doing?

cut it out stop..its your lost!

Who you think you fooling with subliminal...boy you ain't fooling no one.

so pathetic you would think that it go over my head..

but it just make you look so stupid instead

STILL SITTING PRETTY ..I'M OFFICIALLY THE BEST YOU'LL NEVER HAVE AGAIN

when you see me i wavy homie don't be mad at him

caz i know that your still wishing ..

that you had my attention..and here's what you've been missing

VIA *Justine Skye*

Don't try to fix or tell people about their life is yours..is fucked up
You can't change the world unless you change yourself..

ANOTHER BOY

Boy you’re cute and I think you’re cool, but don’t fall, don’t be foolish.
We’re not meant to be cause I’m somebodies one, I can’t do this.
You keep callin, I keep ignoring, you know I know better.
But get it through your head, I’m not leaving him no, no never.
I thought that you knew front he moment we met.
I’m not gonna let you get into my head.
You’re just another, another
You’re just another boy
I’m sorry if I led you on, I’m
So sorry if i wasted your time.
But you’re just another, another
You’re just another boy. 

Justine Skye

I have been broken for a min...it took me while to get ma shit bak together...start fresh...during this process of a new leaf...i promise myself i wont let a stupid reason like dat caz me to brake again...smh on April 2, 2012..i almost broke my promise..,but i caught myself n stop it before it happened..with the help of my friends...i learned everyone is ur best friend until they are trying to please themselves..i question myself ...was i blind<<

Im Back!!!!:)

Haven't been on dis in a while...y ...because i was trying to be normal...face my problems instead of avoiding them...how did that turn out....hmmm lets see ...i've come to realize..im not the problem..my surroundings is..i need to focus less in what people say to or about me..n mire on what comes out of my mouth

BandAid wont fix it!!

Expressing your feelings to someone you like simply means...your leaving a space for your heart to get broken!!!

i wish u could tell me the truth...
maybe u did but so many came before i refuse to beilve whats the truth!!

6:50 am

3/12/2012

Woke up in a great mood tuhday...refuse to let anyone spoil my day..

But G O O D M O R N I N G ...

Hope i stay safe tuhday..make good decisions ..live my life and take nothing to serious...:)

Smile and be happy..i live to see this day the man above created for me..my family and friends...once agian i thank..n i hope to see another day he have in mind for me :)

Fuck a Tear!!!

Finally catching up to the bullshit and waking up to face reality!!!...

no one was put in your life to be there forever...

some decisions i made...affect me negatively but at one point in time that's all i wanted...so no regrets..

but i guarantee u i been through to much shit that never am i facing again..so i gotta do wat i gotta do even if it means loosing the people i care about...recently been putting myself and my feelings before any motha fucka in ma life... u wanna know y..caz i ain't gonna cry no more!!

Just a thought

i need someone rite now...but then i don't
i need some who's gonna put up with my bullshit ...better yet someone who will help to to fix it...not to change but to make me better!
i can't find that person/...i lack trust for people.....n slowly drifting away from reality...
i am happy>> surprisingly ..i am happy with the person i am..but i just need to be complete
maybe what i am look for to complete me is not what gonna fill me up....so certain thing where made to juss wait for<<<i guess this is that thing...but Whats that THING? lol smh...

I'm 17!!!!!!!!

 The celebration of a person's birthday is a life affirming event. When you celebrate your birthday you are making a statement that your life is significant and meaningful. You are saying, my life is worth living and therefore I am celebrating that I am alive for another year. It is a time to get together with friends and family and celebrate the life that you are living. Birthdays may also be a time of melancholy reflection if we are not happy with our current station in life. For this reason it is good to have family and friends close to you to let you know how special you are.

Topaz

As soon as i open up to people..mostly boys i tend to get hurt..so i close my eyes n ears..and shut down my heart
When i speak the truth it backfires on me...n when i don't say nothing i still backfires..
Everyone claims they understand me....or try to figure me out
but word of advice don't study me you'll go crazy

#RANDOM

No matter how happy i am ...when i listen to Chris Brown i start crying..

I refuse to live by the book ya'll wrote on my life,
but what i will do is write my own story as i journey through my life!

:)

Thank God i am able to see another beautiful day that he has created...:)
Great mood *7:38 a.m Monday  February 27 2012*..
I hope to be safe throughout this day..n everyone else..
Q.O.T.D
THINK LIKE A WINNER AND YOU WILL BE ONE!!

FYI

YOUR AGE DOESN'T DETERMINE YOUR LEVEL OF MATURITY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

That Feeling!!

*That feeling....when you talk to one of your friends about someone you hate...and few days later they are best friends....i know I'm not the only girl who feels like that's a sense of betrayal..Then you think to yourself ....they probably talking about me...smh
*That feeling ...when your sitting next to too other people and they whisper and you have that feeling they talkin about you.

Keyana Cumberbatch Walters 

Lol she bipolar, she probably won't admit it but she is....that's why she understands me..because it takes one to know one :)

For some reason she pushes me to do better without even saying it. Just seeing her accomplish her goals motivate me. She's smart..pretty and different but most of all she is one of my closest friends..

Sometime i wonder how i put up with her crap then i realize she put up with mine..a lot of people don't<<<thankx

I hope as we grow older we still remain close..because i can't afford to loose another friend ..

Luv :*

I give myself reasons to smile and reasons to cry

Color me Love and Happiness

Before I Turn 17!!

Dear God
My birthday is exactly 8 days from now *1:10..2/23/2012 Thursday*
I was born on March 2nd 1995>>yes i am young
Throughout my 16 years on earth i am proud to say i never took crack even though most people think i do 
*I'm naturally crazy*
I never got in a fight for something ridiculous ..like over a boy..lol
Even though those were somethings i never did...i don't regret saying i made some really fucked up decisions..well not all of it was completely my fault..
I lost one of my closest friends Daja..not completely ma fault but no one wanna be the bigger person.i guess..
I separated my self from half the people in my life...and lots more..but everything happen for a reason.


Well enough of the past...before i turn 17 i wanna
... make shit right with those who i fucked up
...get my life together mentally physically and emotionally
...lastly i wanna make shit right with me
So when i wake up on march 2nd *which i hope i do* i am able to breath ..say thank you lord..n proceed with my day without thinking of things i could did to make my day better...or any regrets.. :)
                                                                                                                        
                                                                                                                                Sincerly Topaz

Bruno Mars

there'd be no sun light if i loose you baby...wait...who am i loosin?...lol 
Don't ask y i laugh..lately nun seem to be goin rite no matta how much i try..sitting here waitin fa someone to pull me up...not knowing i gotta pull ma self up....

I need A hero

Fighting to keep something ...something that was never there since the start...feel like i was blind or dreaming the entire time...n when i finally wake back up to face the truth...its too hard to handle..i been broke...so every little thing that happen now seem to affect me..and the first thing i do cancel everything..lock up and cry.

:(..

All my life i prayed for someone like you...
and when you came...u showed my to accept reality...
nothing will be perfect...dreams will remain a dream...
you have to make reality into something you want it to be
and stop hoping your dream will come true

We All Know Shes Weird...Let Her Be!!

The Breaking Point

Dear Blue,

Never new this is how is woulda felt..

cried for a day str888888 ....no communication with anyone...

dark room..with my pillow soaking with tears..

I stare  at my ceiling hoping for the impossible...

suicidal thoughts running through my head...

thinking to myself.. trying to stay positive..but i lack motivation

Felt like everyone of my siblings birth was a choice ...

but mines was just a mistake my family have to live with...

WHY WAS I BORN AND MY REASON FOR LIVING?..

the question got old...i give up on things becoming better..

i give up on everyone in my life at this point..

feel like i'm about to give myself.....my life...

feel like i'm living my life...but its not for me..

like i'm holding on to something that let go long time ago..

hoping for someone to save me from my life..

but my wait is over.... no one seem to understand me situation enough to pull me out

..i smile i think everything is OK and i done forgot about it until the tear hit the floor

..then it all come back to me..there is no ending until my life is over...

its like a book there will always be that page..unless you burn the book..

i always wanna keep this shit in because i feel if i let it out...everyone will consider it  my weakness...

but maybe that weakness is the key to my life being...normal!!.

let take a shot..my life cannot get any worst!!

Sincerely  BROKEN!!

I like hearing ..... BUT I LOVE YOU rather than I LOVE YOU BUT.....!!

I like hearing ..... BUT I LOVE YOU rather than I LOVE YOU BUT.....!!

#FAIL

Having a relationship with someone and have them as a friend on Facebook....one of the worst thing a human being could do to their life!..

A jealous girl can do a better investigation better than the FBI so just be know!!

FairyTale is for stories ..Reality is pAin

Secretos Para No Ser Visto(☆_☆):

:)

The Impossible

Searching for reality in my dreams!!

prepare for the worst!!

I don't know a lot.. but the little i do know..i make use of it

If you listen to what everyone around you have to say and don't listen to yourself...i promise you you will spend everyday of your life crying..and not knowing the real reason behind anything...be a man..fuck the he say she say..make a few changes..>>sit down and observe..<<you will be surprised what takes place in your surrounding.

Don't do it!

Follow your mind not your heart...because your heart will mess with you and leave you heart broken...!!!!!!!..on the other hand your mind give you reasons and options..while your heart give you one choice..>>which is>>fall in love. 

really??!

-when you feel like everyone's your friend only wen they need something done!! -__-...people starting to take my kindness for granted.......done being nice everyone ..i don't care who you are!!!

QOTN

"NOTHING IS PLANNED OUT FOR YOU....ALWAYS REMEMBER YOU WERE BORN INTO SOMETHING...AND YOU HAVE A CHOICE WHETHER YOU WANT TO CHANGE WHO AND WHAT YOU ARE.."

FAKE!!

Trying to pretend I'm OK....putting on a smile on my face....better yet a grin >>>.....feel like I'm holding my pee....but i could only hold it only for a certain amount of hours...and when i get into my room....i let it all out on my pillow in the dark..-_-(tears)
^^who am i staying strong for??... because i think....i know!!  i lost myself in my past...Don't think i could go back there and find what rightfully belong to me..because i would just be hurting myself twice >>back to back

Tired of crying myself to sleep .....my face burn like crazy....its  starting to make a gutter space for my tears to run down.

2/1/2012

My heart beating so hard and fast...i feel like some is fucking..dancing inside of me....
My body is on fucking fire tho -__-....so much shit on ma mind...dead feel like I'm about to  pass out...n nobody here...dis dead some serious shit...like wtf
Don't ask me how i have time to write thus...juss in-case anything happen to me you'll know what it is...

Big Difference!!

Thirsty for happiness :/

MY HEART HAS NO ROOM FOR LOVE

Trapped in my pass...feel like i was sentenced to life in jail....

stuck in this prison, no optimism..no love in the air

Ain't no getting out, until I'm 6 feet underground

Wish i could get a fresh start or a new round

What are my options?..saying goodbye to my future

This bitch of a life..can some please fix her

I cry all day..i cry all night..

when is this shit gonna be done..
correction i mean done right

Its like i wake up in da morning but 

still sleeping ...nun to forward to Therefore cheesing 

Wish i could rewrite my life and take you out of it

I shoulda known better from the start i shoulda dipped


Suffocating myself..should suffocate you..
After all the stress and drama you put me through .
Felt ma heart breaking but instead i broke through...
Ain't no egg cracking...nigga i'll turn ya face blue


If imma try to get out..then imma make the best of it...
Forgetting all ya'll dirty niggas..forgetting all ya'll local bitch.
Shit hectic out here..
juss need ma 4 quarters..no pennies to spare


So what you waiting for...fuck outta ma life..
don't care if you've been there before.
Getting ma shit together... theres the door
I'm up and gone don't bout you no mo

TRAUMATIZED

Think i might be scared for the rest of my life....:'(

I try to forget certain things..but it just seem impossible..i tried...but knowing I'm not happy inside...is just damaging me from inside out...

Every time i  try to get myself together.. something happens to hold me back.. 

Every second of my day..i sit and wonder how someone could be so unfair..before i go to sleep..just the though of trusting certain boys..bring tears to my eyes ..and hurt all over ma body..

I realize getting over it will be the best thing....but its not that easy..it will take some time..

I refuse to tell anyone but this specific topic..because..talking about it will not undo what has been done.

Until then I'm going to believe boys were not made to be my friends...and relationships are not for me.

GUY OF MY DREAMS

I'm not like the average girl...i can tell you that for sure..
I Don't want to be treated like no princess..but yet i don't wanna be pushed against the wall n slapped...no i don't ..I just wanna be comfortable with u or around u....make me want to see u..stay with you..don't make me scared me don't push me away..
Find your comfort zone then find ours...Don't tell me you love me...but don't make me ask u...make me tell myself you do and believe it....don't make me question it.
Don't tell me you miss me>>let me see it in your eyes..let me feel like everyday is my fist time meeting you..
Let me go to sleep knowing i wont have a reason to be depressed the next morning..Let me have a reason to back track and state my reason for living..
I don't wanna be perfect with you...i just want both of us to be happy..
I don't wanna hear aww from my surrounding..i wanna hear ma mom say don't ever let him go.
I don't wanna marry you on Facebook..i don't want a ring on my finger..i don't wanna see or speak to you everyday..Just make me long for you..
I don't want you to give up ya video games..or ya  boy time fa me..i just want you to make time fa me..
That is all i ask for ...the average girl would've asked fa way more...but this is all i ask for...And don't say I'm asking for alot ...n i giving nothing back ... Trust me if i get all that..in return...anything you want..i'll give it all back.
Wait but the question is...Who is "YOU"?
Called the guy of my dreams....because apparently that's the only place i'll find you.

Need someone to take me out of this funk...this depressing attitude is make me being sick of being sick..

LOVE fail!!

Don't see the purpose of love if i never get any...yes i am jealous ..I'm human rite!!
People who get it abuse it ...n people who want it...even tears won't make em get it..smh..
Wait i just always chase the wrong...person...well my chasing days r ova..giving up my baton!..i quit the race..!! 
If i don't love myself who do i expect to love me?

Y

LOVING YOU IS REALLY THAT IS ON MY MIND....BUT THAT SHIT IS JUST  IMPOSSIBLE... 
wish you would change that..wait...you don't know..even if you do you wouldn't care

Scared..Yes I Am

Wait tuh...should i be scared....yes bitch I'm scared but ...I'm not scared of you...I'm scared of ya face.. 
its crazy cause your mom said your so ugly ..wen u was born she some looked at your dad n said dam i should have just gave u  head ...

4 WISHES

~I wish...I wish...I wish...I wish dis bitch would~

                                                                                                         ...You A Stupid Hoe

That feeling

That feeling....When u don't know if telling the truth is gonna hurt you more than telling A lie..:/
When you feel like that person don't deserve to be told the truth
When you feel telling the lie will make u happy .. until you realize your happiness will come to an end soon...
Just gonna keep ma mouth shut....Speak no lie...tell no truth...Don't know what will happen..
But on the other hand keeping shit to yourself/secrets..will just make the situation worst...lies or truth don't destroy a friendship.. suspicions do...
So type confuse... either way..imma loose in this situation...but imma loose in a positive way..the truth imma say

LET GO LET GOD!!

TRUE SHIT

Its a bad thing when someone you love start ignoring  you....but its worst when ...you have to act like you don't care..

Men kick friendship around like a football, but it doesn't seem to crack. Women treat it like glass and it goes to pieces. 

Either i need some serious attitude adjustment or...everyone around me just have a stank attitude for no reason...or maybe I'm over reacting...
NAHHH>> i don't think it me..i tired to work on myself...matter a fact i did...but everyone still acting stank attitude ...

Just A Random Thought

So lately I've been having suicidal  thoughts... :/

And to make it worst i feel like i have no one to talk to..wait correction....<<<even though people say they care and that i can talk to them!...i don't believe and their always quick to judge.

I need to be surrounded by positive people...because right now I'm going through a lot...it might not show ...but i am.

They say "EVERYTHING HAPPEN FOR A REASON" 

^^To be honest i feel like there is no reason for what I'm facing<<if there was it would have came to me already, But I'm waiting patiently hoping this will prove me wrong.

Since i feel like I'm surrounded by negativity ...i try to stay positive, so i made videos of myself when i happy stating all the reasons i should stay positive and happy in-case of times like these.

ACCEPT THE FACT...#TRUE SHIT

Now i know where i stand... couldn't  explain this shit any better....lol

rite?

Which are you?

Facebook Post

Thee last post i saw on Facebook...i automatically made a connection to.

"Im always going after something that's not gonna work out ! Atleast I try !"

I so feel like this post was written by me because at the moment i was really thinking the same thing...what a coincident ...i guess god wanted me to see that im not the only one feeling like that

ACCOMPLISHED!!!

FEELING LONELY!! "Y"?

ONE OF THOSE DAYS!!

When you feel like you the center of attention that you don't want...

You try to ignore it...and end up hiding in the bathroom crying.. -__-

Feeling like doing some next suicidal shit....that's not my intention...but hay...don't we all have those day...right! or is it just me

... I feel like everything you say is directed towards <<<negatively....so i think about that shit..It don't bother me

what the fuck I'm a girl....of course the shit bothers me....but as usual imma ignore it....until it burns ma heart and ...and disrupt my face...and happiness <<<<YEA RIGHT.

Boutta say fuck it...fuck everyone life...

#Random>>i don't trust none.....i smile ....and i know what to say to people ...always have one eyes open....because everyone is trying to have their one second fame.

TEENAGER!!

Being a teenager...pretty much mean
^^^^your too young for half the things you want to do...
^^^^or your too old to do the other half..
LIFE

Most of the problems in life are
because of two reasons:

1st:
we act without thinking..

2nd:
we keep on thinking without acting..

This is how i be feeling half the time....like a dumb-ass..tuh

Greatest Pleasure In Life...>>>>>Doing What Everyone Say You Couldn't do!!

DEPRESSED >>2012..!!:(

Smh

I use to get excited every time you call or i speak to...

until i realize...

every time i do..its just giving me another reason to not smile

but every time i don't..

i feel heart broken all over again

~i was just born to be unhappy....

^^^^^^^^don't think i can change that~

#DUBB

We all know he a player...SMH

sadly all i was trying to do was .....

you know ...to be the girl that make him quit the 

....the game and hang his jersey up...

</3

I Miss Your Smile, 

But I Miss Mines Even More!!!

FACT

Its not that i want to be the only girl i your life,

i just  want to be .......

the only one that matter, or the one that matters most!

I sorry I'm a sucker for this hopeless romantic, bullshit

You never realize how much you like someone, until you watch them like someone else!

They only care when you die!!

New year ..New you..Same old me...stressing ova the simplest shit
:'(

I try my hardest...to make u smile....by putting one on my face...even in my worst times ever....
Never really talk to anyone about my real problem....i say a little and im judge..imaging if i said it all..
but it ok...that what my blog is for..:)
I understand ya'll all say i can talk to ya'll bout everything....but its not as easy as it seem

YOU

Yes i miss you...but i mean...what can i do...

....the most i can do is be there for u..

in time of stress

i mean....i guess!

Secrets, secrets Lies, lies ..She sits in her room,
cries and cries.
There's no more trust ..In this girl's heart.
She finally found out ..That life isn't perfect.
She lived in her dreams..As some often do...But she crawled out
Into the world everyone knew.
Things that once were.. Happiness once known;
The truth of it all..To her was shown
Her tortured heart..Will never trust again.
She'll never know ..A real true friend.
No more trust,For no more lies.
She'll sit in her room
And cry and cry.

TRUST

You should trust people by their actions and not their words, Because a person might have the heart of a gold...
But then again...so does and egg!

~The feeling that I'm sacrificing something for someone....who in their eyes I'm invisible~

Not A Good Feeling :(

Love mean nothing to me no more...

LOST AND FOUND

If u had something good and you throw it away...someone will find it...n treat it better>>which will only scar you for life

"One mans trash is another mans treasure."

SEARCHING FOR REASONS

You always give me a reason...

> a reason to stay up every night
>a reason to keep a smile on my face
>a reason to say i care
>a reason i wake up and choose to go school
>a reason to feel like I'm not alone
>a reason to say i miss u
>a reason to....so much things

But for some reason..I'm trying to find the real reason for the few remaining!

>y i like u
 >y i think about you
>y I'm staring to care about you
>y do i feel different than before
>what changed
 
I don't think these last 5 question remain unanswered, i think I'm forcing my self not to believe the real reason.
And out of all of the reasons i so call don't know,!!...the biggest one is "Why do i force myself to not believe the real reason".
You might answer these question and at the end put a "duhh"....and if you do that then that's because you have no idea what I'm facing, but if you have these questions for yourself, you couldn't find your answer, but some how you did...please let me know the steps you take in answering these questions.

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Confuse as fuck....feel like crying....:(
feel like dis is just how its suppose to be...>I'm never suppose to be happy at all...
i guess...but i end up like dis because ..I'm too nice..
always putting people before myself..smfh
give 99% to 100 people n get back .5% back from 6 add up together ..
its ight though....i rather have 4 quarters than 100 pennies..
because the 100 pennies i have i loose them one by one until they all disappear with me having no idea where they go..pennies r suppose to be something u pick up when 1 is all u need...don't think i will ever need one thought...because ma 4 quarters r easier to find...even though the 4quarters run out faster than the pennies do...i must admit at-least i be knowing where the quarters go....than to one day find 1 of ma pennies on the street..
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